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Finding Some Inner Peace
December 30th, 2008
Finding my inner peace inside me.
Its something I am searching for.
I have asked myself a lot of questions about life.
One of the biggest questions is “Why do I have lupus”?
I proably will never have the answer for myself
I have to trust God that Lupus has its purpose.
I have asked this question millions of time.
Nothing will ever stop me asking why I have lupus.
I have many times missed my life without lupus.
Its not something that I like admitting to myself.
Sometimes its easier to admit defeat then fight.
I’ve decided myself that I will fight all the things that lupus has done to me.
Lupus won’t win, so I am going to continue to fight back.
So I will stomp on lupus for my life.
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its a good poems bro.i am believe that you will win any challenge in your life.and i am pray for your winning.good luck my friend
Hi!
I enjoyed reading your entries. I, myself have had lupus for over 12 years. And just past summer, at the end of August, suffered fro Congestive Heart failure and almost lost my life.
I spend most of my life, living day to day, at home, talking care of my only child, Sienna. While she is in school, I usually don’t even have the energy to get out of bed, until I have to pick her up from school.
I have had a lot of disinterest in socializing with any of my friends, because they do not truely understand my aches, pains, and fatigue. And it just gets to tiring to pretend that I don’t feel like crap around them.
Anyway, I just wanted to let you know you are not alone, and that I am happy rto have stumbled upon your site.
I will bookmark you and drop in again!
Take Care,
Mel